Young Trouble

Dec 2, 2019

Lying. And I still lie today. I used to lie about my family being together because it really bothered me that I was the only one at the time whose father was not living at home. So I used to lie about that.

And then today I lie, I still lie because I hate for people to feel bad. I want them to feel good about themselves. And so I tell them, I think they’re smart, even if they aren’t smart. I tell them they’re good looking, even though they aren’t good looking. I tell them they’re well dressed, even if I don’t think they’re well dressed. Because I want them to feel better about themselves. No but I found that lying was a good thing. Not a bad thing. I think lying is a good thing. I think it’s a good thing to want people to feel better about themselves. I think it’s, I don’t mind lying. I don’t mind my lying at all.

Yeah, sure I got in trouble for lying. I used to get hit. Pardon me, spanked. Spankings what I used to get, I used to get a spanking. But I still find lying is very helpful. I don’t think it’s a bad thing. Because I want people. Now I lie to people about how they look. Those are little white lies.

I didn’t feel good about myself when I was a kid, because I was the only one whose parents were separated. And I now I just want people to feel good about themselves. So I tell them they’re smart. I told them they’re well dressed. I tell them anything to make them feel better because I wanted to feel better myself.